retirement

I have 7 working days left before I take my early retirement. While I am excided at not working I am worried about the change in my income.
I will be getting less than half of what I am getting now, and we will be without health insurance until we can get medacare, which is 4 or 5 years from now.
We have so many plans on were our income will be comming from, right now they are still up in the air, so much depends on to many differant laws.
The county has said we can devide our land into 5 acre parcles but now the state has to agree with that dissasion.
I own the land but I can't do with it as I want to? How wrong is that? Makes me feel like I don't really own the land, but what I paid for it is really just a lease from the state. And who said that they owned the land anyway.
Who really should say that they own the land they live on, should it be who ever was her first? but who knows? When I am gone I will not know who has taken my place in taking care of this land. All I can hope for is that they will take care of it.
Wow I really don't know were that all came from.
I work for 4 days this next week, I have the next week off, then 3 days and I get to retire.
Then Dec. 1st we leave for Mexico.
I have a person that will be staying in our home for the 3 months we will be gone.
It's exciting yet somewhat scarry, our income will be less.
I know that my husband will make sure we will get along ok.